New Goals
I just read an unpublished post from April 2019. So I published it. I wrote about getting close to 130 pounds and feeling stuck on an endless cycle of working out for health, getting caught up in trying to be "fit," and then getting discouraged when I didn't see results. That was almost three years ago. And here I am fighting the same fight. How depressing. Only now I'm over 130 pounds. A few things have changed in the "about" three years. In fall 2019, my migraines were getting so bad that my optic nerve swelled. I started losing my vision. I worried that I could be dying or going blind. I decided that I would run the Shamrock Half Marathon that year because it felt like time was running out. After lots of tests and worrying about MS, a brain tumor, etc., I had a lumbar puncture that revealed excessive brain fluid. They drained some the day before Thanksgiving. It took about a month to heal, but late December/January was going awesome for running. I traine...